It feels so good to have u back in my life again. Thanks for everything.
I love you.

  All my life I've never felt the feeling of having a sibling. Sometimes when I see pics of ppl with their siblings, or hear ppl talking about how happy or excited they are towards something their sibling does, it makes me feel kinda bitter...
People say being an only child is a good thing. I guess it is. I mean, no one really fights with me to get something, and I don't have to share and stuff like that... But still, I feel like I've missed out on alot. I always wished I could have an elder brother who would look out for me and things like that. But... I guess it's fated that I've gotta learn to take care of myself...

Hmm, thank God for friends and loved ones to cheer me up and keep me company all the time during the hols, in school, during weekends, and just for being there for me. I really appreciate time spent with those people.
I really can't imagine what life would've been like without all of them...
Bet it would be lonely, sad and pathetic...  

Anyways, my relatives have finally gone back to Kuching! And that means I'm finally updating this blog in my room! Room sweet room. My source of comfort, security, privacy and peace. After sending them off to the airport, I went to CP with Aileen to pass time and check out the PC fair which was so awesome!! I'm planning to go back there and get a couple somethings. After checking out the PC fair, we went for ice cream and headed to Popular after that to get myself a novel.

Was alreaedy really tired after that, so we headed home. And I managed to rest for a bit til about 8 when Samuel called. Headed out to Damai with a couple of frens til around 11 something and now here I am. Exhausted, happy, n dreadfully missing someone. Blargh, hate the feeling of missing someone... 

Oritey! I'm really tired already, guess I'll be heading to sleep now... Or playing a bit of maple 1st then sleep.. Or reading my novel 1st then sleep. Or maybe I'll just sleep now...

Toodles~

Last nite *06/12/06* was so great . I've never felt like that for a really long time. Only a certain someone can make me feel like that. And this time around I'm not gonna let you go that easily anymore... >.< I wurve u, and I mean it. Bleh~

I'm still in the living room rite now. Today is the last day I have to endure the torture of sleeping in the living room! My relatives are finally going back tomorrow and I can finally get some real sleep! Can't wait for them to be gone and have my room back all to myself!

Anyhoos, I'm real tired rite now. Guess I'll just go and try to get some rest. Toodles~

I'm so annoyed rite now. Screw visiting relatives. Hate those annoying ppl who have nothing to do and wanna visit and are unwilling to check into a hotel for a couple and nites and have to park their butts in my house, in my room!!!

I am forced to sleep in the living room. Where it is bloody hot, and full of mosquitoes. Grr...Sleeping was hard enough. I was forced to wake up at 8am after merely 4 hours of sleep. I am in a reaaaaaaally foul mood rite now.

I hate my mornings to be started screwed. Makes it hard for me to keep track of the positive side of the rest of the days....

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But I have a really really positive event that's bound to cheer me up later during the day. Tee hee... Just need to focus on that and I guess I'll be okay. Thanks for giving me something happy to look forward to ....

Toodles~